1 00:00:02,125 --> 00:00:04,485 Are you uncomfortable about remembering the past? 2 00:00:07,041 --> 00:00:08,893 My brother doesn't belong here. 3 00:00:08,917 --> 00:00:12,375 - He should be over at... - He's seriously mentally ill. 4 00:00:24,166 --> 00:00:25,750 You never think about what I need! 5 00:00:26,792 --> 00:00:28,750 Christopher, he used to beat us. 6 00:00:28,834 --> 00:00:30,166 Elbows off the table. 7 00:00:30,250 --> 00:00:32,208 He never hit Dominick the way he hit me. 8 00:00:32,291 --> 00:00:34,417 And one time he took the handle of a... 9 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:36,333 Ugh, I can't! I can't! 10 00:00:36,834 --> 00:00:37,959 Stop it! 11 00:00:42,125 --> 00:00:43,500 I learned something today. 12 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:46,333 There are two young men lost in the woods. 13 00:00:46,834 --> 00:00:49,250 Not one... two. 14 00:01:01,041 --> 00:01:04,125 Dominick: The cemetery that abuts the edge of Three Rivers 15 00:01:04,208 --> 00:01:05,792 is a modest place. 16 00:01:07,083 --> 00:01:08,417 At the southern end, 17 00:01:08,500 --> 00:01:11,792 out past where my grandfather is buried, 18 00:01:11,875 --> 00:01:14,500 a beaten path leads to a river. 19 00:01:15,291 --> 00:01:16,750 Follow the sound of water, 20 00:01:16,834 --> 00:01:20,583 and you'll come to a spot that takes your breath away. 21 00:01:20,667 --> 00:01:24,000 Everyone here calls that spot simply, the Falls. 22 00:01:25,333 --> 00:01:29,041 The Falls is and has been a calendar picture 23 00:01:29,125 --> 00:01:31,542 and a trouble spot in Three Rivers. 24 00:01:32,542 --> 00:01:34,792 Suicides have happened here. 25 00:01:34,875 --> 00:01:37,083 Accidents, murders. 26 00:01:38,750 --> 00:01:41,625 The year Thomas and I were third graders, 27 00:01:41,709 --> 00:01:43,625 the dead body of a classmate, 28 00:01:43,709 --> 00:01:47,208 Penny Ann Drinkwater, was found out at the Falls. 29 00:01:48,709 --> 00:01:50,959 Penny Ann Drinkwater and her brother, Ralph, 30 00:01:51,041 --> 00:01:54,375 were the only other twins at River Street School. 31 00:01:55,834 --> 00:01:58,625 Back then, Thomas and I thought of the Drinkwaters 32 00:01:58,709 --> 00:02:00,500 as colored. 33 00:02:00,583 --> 00:02:04,208 But they were mixed. Part black, part white, 34 00:02:04,291 --> 00:02:05,792 part Wequonnoc Indian. 35 00:02:05,875 --> 00:02:08,083 Teacher: Can you please stop that? 36 00:02:08,166 --> 00:02:10,184 What do you guys have at your house for Thanksgiving? 37 00:02:10,208 --> 00:02:12,750 Dominick: Thomas liked her but I didn't. 38 00:02:14,291 --> 00:02:16,500 I didn't want to sit next to her either. 39 00:02:16,583 --> 00:02:20,333 She smelled like pee, she ate paste. 40 00:02:20,417 --> 00:02:23,125 She sucked on the buttons of her ratty sweater. 41 00:02:26,125 --> 00:02:29,750 And on top of all that, Penny Ann was a liar. 42 00:02:29,834 --> 00:02:32,166 She lied about her grades, 43 00:02:32,250 --> 00:02:34,291 about how much money her parents made. 44 00:02:36,208 --> 00:02:37,750 She lied about everything. 45 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:40,834 My mom is buying me a Shetland pony in the spring. 46 00:02:40,917 --> 00:02:44,125 He's going to be brown with a white stripe on his nose. 47 00:02:46,750 --> 00:02:49,542 You're nothing but a big, fat liar. 48 00:02:49,625 --> 00:02:51,000 Dominick: There came a point 49 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:52,625 in the fall of my third grade year 50 00:02:52,709 --> 00:02:54,959 that I just couldn't stand it anymore. 51 00:02:55,041 --> 00:02:56,542 Boy: Come on, Penny, hurry up! 52 00:02:56,625 --> 00:03:00,208 Dominick: So I decided to make up a lie of my own. 53 00:03:00,291 --> 00:03:02,208 I made up a story about how I had seen. 54 00:03:02,291 --> 00:03:05,875 Penny Ann stealing Oreos from some kid in the hallway. 55 00:03:06,291 --> 00:03:08,208 - Where is she? - She's in the hallway. 56 00:03:08,291 --> 00:03:09,792 Stay here. 57 00:03:10,959 --> 00:03:12,125 Penny Ann. 58 00:03:12,208 --> 00:03:13,625 Dominick: Mrs. Hanko wrote a note 59 00:03:13,709 --> 00:03:16,333 - to the principal, Ms. Haas... - Come here. 60 00:03:16,417 --> 00:03:18,125 And sent us both to see her. 61 00:03:20,667 --> 00:03:24,333 Ms. Haas believed me, not Penny Ann, 62 00:03:24,417 --> 00:03:27,542 whose repeated denials turned into a combination 63 00:03:27,625 --> 00:03:29,667 of crying and coughing that sounded 64 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:32,000 oddly like a dog's bark. 65 00:03:34,166 --> 00:03:37,250 I felt satisfied that a lesson had been taught. 66 00:03:37,333 --> 00:03:39,083 Mrs. Hanko: Okay, go sit down. 67 00:03:39,166 --> 00:03:42,250 Dominick: But then, the look my brother gave me 68 00:03:42,333 --> 00:03:45,709 made me remember that the theft had been pure 69 00:03:45,792 --> 00:03:47,875 invention on my part. 70 00:03:51,083 --> 00:03:52,750 He's always doing that. 71 00:03:52,834 --> 00:03:55,709 Reminding me of what I do wrong. 72 00:03:58,417 --> 00:04:02,375 Penny Ann was suspended for three days. 73 00:04:02,458 --> 00:04:05,250 But she disappeared, and never returned to school. 74 00:04:05,333 --> 00:04:08,125 Mrs. Hanko: Dominick. Come on. 75 00:04:08,583 --> 00:04:11,417 Is your character a bad guy? 76 00:04:11,875 --> 00:04:14,709 A good person. Somebody who steals from people? 77 00:04:14,792 --> 00:04:18,125 Dominick: As the weeks went by, her desk became harder 78 00:04:18,208 --> 00:04:20,542 and harder to sit next to. 79 00:04:25,792 --> 00:04:28,375 In the wake of her unsolved murder, 80 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:33,917 she began visiting me in my nightmares. 81 00:04:45,542 --> 00:04:48,750 The school bought a small willow tree 82 00:04:48,834 --> 00:04:52,792 and hosted a tree-planting ceremony in her honor. 83 00:04:52,875 --> 00:04:55,875 All the third graders were asked to write essays 84 00:04:55,959 --> 00:04:58,750 on how we would remember our dear friend. 85 00:04:59,041 --> 00:05:01,500 She was a good friend and fun to... 86 00:05:01,583 --> 00:05:04,125 Dominick: I usually knew what the teachers were after 87 00:05:04,208 --> 00:05:06,333 and wrote so sentimentally, 88 00:05:06,417 --> 00:05:08,333 I was chosen to read my tribute aloud. 89 00:05:08,417 --> 00:05:12,750 She could make anybody laugh, even her teachers. 90 00:05:14,166 --> 00:05:18,917 She was kind, and I wish she was still here. 91 00:05:19,917 --> 00:05:22,333 Thank you. 92 00:05:22,417 --> 00:05:25,709 Dominick: After the speech, I couldn't look at anyone. 93 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:29,542 Especially my brother and Ralph. 94 00:05:29,625 --> 00:05:32,458 So I hid in the safety of Ms. Haas. 95 00:05:33,792 --> 00:05:35,208 We were a team. 96 00:05:35,291 --> 00:05:36,875 Her and I had conspired 97 00:05:36,959 --> 00:05:38,834 to make Penny Ann's life miserable 98 00:05:38,917 --> 00:05:40,375 just weeks before. 99 00:07:12,875 --> 00:07:15,291 Lisa: Domenico, have a seat. 100 00:07:15,375 --> 00:07:17,750 I got some good news. The probate judge 101 00:07:17,834 --> 00:07:20,375 decided to drop the criminal charges against your brother. 102 00:07:20,458 --> 00:07:21,875 You know, the weapons thing. 103 00:07:21,959 --> 00:07:23,500 - That's great. - That's fantastic. 104 00:07:23,583 --> 00:07:25,834 Now we got some bad news. Your brother has been released 105 00:07:25,917 --> 00:07:28,834 to the custody of the Psychiatric Security Review Board, 106 00:07:28,917 --> 00:07:31,250 and they've been known to be pretty aggressive 107 00:07:31,333 --> 00:07:32,625 with their sentencing, 108 00:07:32,709 --> 00:07:35,250 and headline grabbers like your brother, 109 00:07:35,333 --> 00:07:37,792 they tend to be at a disadvantage when it comes to that. 110 00:07:37,875 --> 00:07:40,083 The other thing that scares me more than that, 111 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:42,792 they've already scheduled his hearing. 112 00:07:43,792 --> 00:07:46,750 - For when? - Wednesday, the 31st. 113 00:07:48,583 --> 00:07:51,500 - That... this Wednesday. - Yes, it is. 114 00:07:51,583 --> 00:07:53,417 - Happy Halloween. - So that, 115 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:55,000 that could be good though, right? 116 00:07:55,083 --> 00:07:57,709 - I mean, he might be outta here. - Well, I don't know about that. 117 00:07:57,792 --> 00:08:00,458 Usually I'm screaming about how inefficient everything is, 118 00:08:00,542 --> 00:08:03,583 and now, it's their efficiency that's really making me wonder 119 00:08:03,667 --> 00:08:04,792 what the hell's going on. 120 00:08:04,875 --> 00:08:06,500 If this is some kind of fuckin' bag job 121 00:08:06,583 --> 00:08:09,250 where they're just... they're just ramming this through 122 00:08:09,333 --> 00:08:11,125 to lock him up and throw away the key, 123 00:08:11,208 --> 00:08:12,375 I'm gonna raise holy hell. 124 00:08:12,458 --> 00:08:14,333 I need you to advocate for your brother 125 00:08:14,417 --> 00:08:15,709 but not blow your top, okay? 126 00:08:15,792 --> 00:08:17,267 That's what I wanted to work with you with. 127 00:08:17,291 --> 00:08:19,166 How we're both gonna be in the hearing 128 00:08:19,250 --> 00:08:21,542 to present the best case, advocate for your brother 129 00:08:21,625 --> 00:08:22,959 to get him out of here. 130 00:08:24,583 --> 00:08:26,959 I don't want you to tell everybody that I said that, 131 00:08:27,041 --> 00:08:30,458 but between you and me, I think he needs to be outta here. 132 00:08:30,834 --> 00:08:32,542 What happened? I mean, last week, 133 00:08:32,625 --> 00:08:35,500 you-you thought this place was the best place in the world for him, 134 00:08:35,583 --> 00:08:37,463 and now, now you think he should be out of here. 135 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:39,417 - Yeah. - Why? 136 00:08:39,750 --> 00:08:42,417 Because I saw him. I saw him, Dominick. 137 00:08:42,500 --> 00:08:45,792 He's... he's having a real hard time here. 138 00:08:47,750 --> 00:08:48,792 Okay. 139 00:08:48,875 --> 00:08:51,208 Lisa: Everyone can see it. He's so passive. 140 00:08:51,291 --> 00:08:52,393 He gets picked on all the time. 141 00:08:52,417 --> 00:08:53,937 And there are some real criminals here. 142 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,667 You know, your brother is not one of 'em. He's a gentle soul. 143 00:08:56,750 --> 00:08:58,000 Yeah, you wanna know what sucks 144 00:08:58,083 --> 00:09:00,625 about this whole security clearance bullshit? 145 00:09:00,709 --> 00:09:04,166 - What? - The way I'm not allowed to see my own brother. 146 00:09:04,250 --> 00:09:05,643 Your clearance will be here any day. 147 00:09:05,667 --> 00:09:07,458 And then you'll get to see him. 148 00:09:09,125 --> 00:09:10,875 This can be a very challenging environment 149 00:09:10,959 --> 00:09:12,750 for paranoid schizophrenics. 150 00:09:12,834 --> 00:09:16,667 It really can, people are actually watching you all the time. 151 00:09:17,125 --> 00:09:19,542 I think an environment with less of a security focus 152 00:09:19,625 --> 00:09:20,917 would be so much better for him. 153 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:23,458 Which is what exactly I was trying to tell you all 154 00:09:23,542 --> 00:09:24,917 from the very beginning. 155 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:26,726 - I know you did. - And you didn't wanna listen to me! 156 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:27,893 - Dominick, Dominick. - You didn't listen to me. 157 00:09:27,917 --> 00:09:29,226 I'm listening now, and you know what? 158 00:09:29,250 --> 00:09:31,417 You're the smartest boy in the class. 159 00:09:31,500 --> 00:09:33,917 Right, you get a gold star on the way out. 160 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:35,250 - Okay? - Ha, ha. 161 00:09:35,333 --> 00:09:38,667 I am on your team now. Isn't that somethin'? 162 00:09:38,750 --> 00:09:39,959 It's somethin'. 163 00:09:40,041 --> 00:09:42,041 We have to make up a plan for you. 164 00:09:42,125 --> 00:09:44,083 Something that we can follow, like a road map. 165 00:09:44,166 --> 00:09:47,208 'Cause your hot Sicilian blood, it's not doin' us any good. 166 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:50,500 You gotta be calm, cool, and collected inside the hearing. 167 00:09:50,583 --> 00:09:53,583 We go in with laser focus, boom, boom, boom. 168 00:09:53,667 --> 00:09:55,625 We get him out of here, okay? 169 00:09:55,709 --> 00:09:57,250 And you know how we're gonna do that? 170 00:09:57,333 --> 00:09:59,750 We're gonna write a script. You're gonna write a script. 171 00:09:59,834 --> 00:10:01,291 - A script. - A script of what 172 00:10:01,375 --> 00:10:03,375 we're gonna say at the hearing. 173 00:10:04,083 --> 00:10:06,125 How you feel about your brother. 174 00:10:06,208 --> 00:10:08,083 How you know this is the wrong place for him 175 00:10:08,166 --> 00:10:09,834 without disparaging this place. 176 00:10:09,917 --> 00:10:11,709 Can I, can I trust you? 177 00:10:13,417 --> 00:10:15,750 Lisa: You can, Dominick. 178 00:10:15,834 --> 00:10:17,542 You can. 179 00:10:18,375 --> 00:10:20,375 Write it down. 180 00:10:24,542 --> 00:10:26,291 What do I say? 181 00:10:26,375 --> 00:10:28,875 Lisa: Start with your feelings about your brother. 182 00:10:29,458 --> 00:10:31,500 How you know him to be. 183 00:10:31,583 --> 00:10:33,917 How that one incident doesn't define him. 184 00:10:34,750 --> 00:10:37,166 You know. Write what's in your heart. 185 00:11:14,792 --> 00:11:17,750 Hey, Ralph. How you doin', man? 186 00:11:20,166 --> 00:11:21,792 Long time no see. 187 00:11:30,041 --> 00:11:31,625 Hey, um... 188 00:11:32,250 --> 00:11:34,083 you see my brother in here? 189 00:11:37,750 --> 00:11:39,583 Ralph: Yeah. 190 00:11:39,667 --> 00:11:41,250 I see him. 191 00:11:42,375 --> 00:11:44,125 Are they treatin' him okay, man? 192 00:11:44,625 --> 00:11:47,458 I haven't been able to see him since that-that first night. 193 00:11:47,542 --> 00:11:49,059 You know, and-and they won't let me see him 194 00:11:49,083 --> 00:11:52,000 until I get this stupid security clearance, so I was... 195 00:11:53,083 --> 00:11:54,208 Well. 196 00:11:54,709 --> 00:11:56,667 That won't be a problem for you, will it? 197 00:11:57,875 --> 00:12:00,375 Your record must be white boy white. 198 00:12:05,500 --> 00:12:07,750 Man, I just wanted to know if he's okay. 199 00:12:07,834 --> 00:12:10,083 You see them doing anything or mistreating him? 200 00:12:10,166 --> 00:12:11,606 I mean, we've got this social worker. 201 00:12:11,667 --> 00:12:13,834 She's fine and everything, but you, you see anything 202 00:12:13,917 --> 00:12:16,417 that the, the staff misses? 203 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:19,625 Can you reach out to me? I'll give you my number. 204 00:12:20,500 --> 00:12:23,208 Look, I know you don't owe me any favors, Ralph. 205 00:12:23,291 --> 00:12:25,417 But if you see something, 206 00:12:26,166 --> 00:12:29,709 just until, you know, I get this security clearance thing. 207 00:12:35,417 --> 00:12:37,250 I know you're busy, man, but... 208 00:12:38,250 --> 00:12:40,542 give me a call if you see something... 209 00:12:41,291 --> 00:12:43,375 you think I should know about. 210 00:12:45,875 --> 00:12:47,583 Do you a favor. 211 00:12:48,667 --> 00:12:50,709 Okay, man, thanks, thanks, Ralph. 212 00:12:51,667 --> 00:12:53,542 Thanks for nothin', man. 213 00:12:58,041 --> 00:12:59,709 Ralph: He's right there. 214 00:13:02,375 --> 00:13:04,709 His unit just took their rec break. 215 00:13:07,250 --> 00:13:09,000 Said you wanna see him. 216 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:12,834 Thanks. 217 00:13:18,166 --> 00:13:20,625 Jesus Christ, he looks like shit. 218 00:13:27,709 --> 00:13:31,917 Hey, man, just light his fuckin' cigarette, you goddamn bully. 219 00:13:32,583 --> 00:13:34,226 What's the deal with this guy with the cowboy hat on? 220 00:13:34,250 --> 00:13:35,834 He thinks he's fuckin' John Wayne. 221 00:13:35,917 --> 00:13:37,375 Who is that dude? 222 00:13:55,291 --> 00:13:57,291 Dominick: Before Thomas' intake, 223 00:13:57,375 --> 00:13:59,250 I hadn't seen Ralph Drinkwater 224 00:13:59,333 --> 00:14:02,291 since graduation day of 1968. 225 00:14:03,166 --> 00:14:04,834 And on that day, 226 00:14:04,917 --> 00:14:07,583 we received a joint present from our mother. 227 00:14:08,333 --> 00:14:09,959 Ma: For both of you, mm-hmm. 228 00:14:10,792 --> 00:14:12,208 My graduates. 229 00:14:12,291 --> 00:14:13,959 Come on, Dominick. 230 00:14:17,291 --> 00:14:19,375 There you go. 231 00:14:19,458 --> 00:14:21,750 Dominick: Ma hadn't bought the typewriter. 232 00:14:21,834 --> 00:14:23,667 She redeemed it. 233 00:14:23,750 --> 00:14:26,875 For years, she had been saving SandH green stamps 234 00:14:26,959 --> 00:14:29,917 in hopes of cashing them in for a chiming grandfather clock. 235 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,667 Ma: Ding! 236 00:14:31,750 --> 00:14:33,959 Dominick: She was more than halfway through to her goal 237 00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:35,333 when she revised her plan 238 00:14:35,417 --> 00:14:37,917 and got us the typewriter instead. 239 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:39,959 Our success, she told us, 240 00:14:40,041 --> 00:14:43,542 was more important than some silly old clock. 241 00:14:43,625 --> 00:14:47,583 By "our success," I think Ma meant our safety. 242 00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:51,500 The year before, a neighbor of ours, 243 00:14:51,583 --> 00:14:55,917 Billy Covington, had been killed in Vietnam. 244 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:58,750 Although his death failed to move me at the time, 245 00:14:58,834 --> 00:15:00,709 it clobbered my mother. 246 00:15:00,792 --> 00:15:04,417 Four years our senior, Billy had been all his life 247 00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:07,291 a sort of living preview of coming attractions 248 00:15:07,375 --> 00:15:08,834 for her two boys. 249 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:11,709 Vietnam could kill us. 250 00:15:11,792 --> 00:15:13,792 College would keep us safe. 251 00:15:13,875 --> 00:15:16,792 Fold. 252 00:15:16,875 --> 00:15:20,125 Dominick: As a high school senior, I hungered for a clean break 253 00:15:20,208 --> 00:15:23,166 from my entire fucked-up family. 254 00:15:23,250 --> 00:15:25,542 But cost made it impossible for me 255 00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:27,834 to distance myself from my brother, 256 00:15:27,917 --> 00:15:30,917 and so I lobbied hard for separate roommates. 257 00:15:31,208 --> 00:15:33,125 It's just separate rooms. 258 00:15:33,208 --> 00:15:35,625 We'll still be on campus together. 259 00:15:35,709 --> 00:15:37,458 Maybe even in the same dorm. 260 00:15:37,542 --> 00:15:39,083 Thomas: Nope. 261 00:15:40,208 --> 00:15:44,208 Thomas, it's time for us to become our own person. 262 00:15:44,667 --> 00:15:46,291 What about our typewriter? 263 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,333 - What about the typewriter? - We both own it. 264 00:15:49,417 --> 00:15:52,500 Where's it going to live if we're living in two separate places? 265 00:15:52,583 --> 00:15:54,458 It's portable. 266 00:15:54,542 --> 00:15:57,333 I'll-I'll deliver it to you whenever you need it. 267 00:15:57,417 --> 00:16:00,125 Why should I have to wait around for you 268 00:16:00,208 --> 00:16:03,125 to deliver it to me when I need it? 269 00:16:03,208 --> 00:16:06,000 - We'll keep it in your room. - Nope. 270 00:16:06,083 --> 00:16:07,917 - Thomas! - Nope. 271 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,333 Dominick: Here's the funny thing. 272 00:16:09,417 --> 00:16:11,709 After that big stink Thomas made, 273 00:16:11,792 --> 00:16:13,583 he hardly touched that typewriter 274 00:16:13,667 --> 00:16:16,291 during our entire freshman year. 275 00:16:16,375 --> 00:16:19,041 Hardly ever cracked the books, either. 276 00:16:19,125 --> 00:16:22,458 He'd been a pretty conscientious student in high school. 277 00:16:22,542 --> 00:16:25,000 Had worked harder for his B's and B-minuses 278 00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:27,542 than I had worked for my A's. 279 00:16:27,625 --> 00:16:31,125 But at UConn, Thomas couldn't get out of bed. 280 00:16:33,583 --> 00:16:34,875 Dominick: I'll be right there. 281 00:16:34,959 --> 00:16:37,500 Leo. 282 00:16:39,417 --> 00:16:41,041 Jesus Christ. 283 00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:43,333 What'd you do, crash into a cologne truck? 284 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:46,291 I'm naturally musky, okay? 285 00:16:46,375 --> 00:16:48,083 Does he wanna come? 286 00:16:48,792 --> 00:16:50,792 Dominick: Don't start, okay? 287 00:16:53,458 --> 00:16:55,125 Leo: Good evening, how are you? 288 00:16:55,208 --> 00:16:56,667 Woman: I am fabulous. How are you? 289 00:16:56,750 --> 00:16:58,875 Leo: Fabulous. I like that. We're fabulous too. 290 00:16:58,959 --> 00:17:01,750 We just got here from Los Angeles. 291 00:17:01,834 --> 00:17:03,208 Woman: LA? 292 00:17:03,291 --> 00:17:06,250 Yeah, LA, actually, you guys look kind of familiar. 293 00:17:06,333 --> 00:17:10,166 Did we see you out there? The 20th Century Fox lot? 294 00:17:10,250 --> 00:17:13,542 Woman: Yeah. We're actresses. 295 00:17:13,625 --> 00:17:16,041 - Leo: Actresses? Well, what a coincidence. - Woman: Yeah. 296 00:17:16,125 --> 00:17:18,208 We're both, uh, stuntmen. 297 00:17:18,291 --> 00:17:19,583 Woman: Oh, stuntmen! 298 00:17:19,667 --> 00:17:21,417 Yeah, did you ever see, uh, 299 00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,709 "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid"? 300 00:17:23,792 --> 00:17:25,250 Woman: Yeah, of course. 301 00:17:25,333 --> 00:17:28,000 Yeah, you know the part where Paul Newman and Robert Redford 302 00:17:28,083 --> 00:17:29,792 jump off the cliff? 303 00:17:29,875 --> 00:17:31,208 Woman: 304 00:17:31,291 --> 00:17:33,667 Robert Redford, Paul Newman. 305 00:17:33,750 --> 00:17:36,083 - Woman: That's fascinating, yeah! - Right? 306 00:17:36,166 --> 00:17:38,625 Woman: that's not very nice. 307 00:17:38,709 --> 00:17:41,542 - No, I wouldn't do that. No, wait, I... - Bye. 308 00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:45,333 Ah, it didn't work. 309 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:49,917 Now, you know, you know, that's, that's what I hate. 310 00:17:50,500 --> 00:17:53,125 An "A" chick who knows she's an "A" chick. 311 00:17:53,834 --> 00:17:55,709 It's like a brain disease. 312 00:17:56,375 --> 00:17:57,959 I'll take a good-natured "B" chick 313 00:17:58,041 --> 00:18:00,375 over an "A" chick with a bad attitude any day. 314 00:18:01,250 --> 00:18:03,041 You're out scoring women? 315 00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:05,417 Leo: I'm trying to score, 316 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:08,041 hopefully someone from the "A" or" B" category. 317 00:18:08,875 --> 00:18:10,518 Waitress: Well, I'm sure they'll be impressed 318 00:18:10,542 --> 00:18:12,917 by your, uh, sensitivity. 319 00:18:14,041 --> 00:18:15,542 What can I get you guys? 320 00:18:16,291 --> 00:18:20,250 - Um, two boilermakers please. - Yeah, we need... 321 00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:22,125 Excuse me. All right, thank you. 322 00:18:22,542 --> 00:18:24,393 Keep your hands to yourself of I'll have you thrown out of here. 323 00:18:24,417 --> 00:18:26,685 - You understand? - I'm just trying to get your attention. 324 00:18:26,709 --> 00:18:28,250 Sweetheart, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 325 00:18:28,333 --> 00:18:29,893 Buddy, why don't you fuckin' get your hands off her. 326 00:18:29,917 --> 00:18:32,458 Hey, I don't need you to protect me, all right? 327 00:18:32,542 --> 00:18:34,309 If you're gonna start a fuckin' brawl in my honor 328 00:18:34,333 --> 00:18:36,291 - get outta here. - Fine. Forgive me. 329 00:18:37,875 --> 00:18:40,250 - Leo: Have a drink. - I'm gonna go take a walk. 330 00:18:44,375 --> 00:18:45,709 Sorry. 331 00:19:15,834 --> 00:19:17,709 Hey, it sounds like you might have flooded her. 332 00:19:17,792 --> 00:19:20,208 I'd wait a while and then I'd start again. 333 00:19:23,000 --> 00:19:25,166 Not that I'm trying to rescue you or anything. 334 00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:26,583 No, hey, hey. 335 00:19:26,667 --> 00:19:28,041 I... 336 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:29,375 look, I really appreciated 337 00:19:29,458 --> 00:19:31,625 you trying to get those jerks off my back. 338 00:19:31,959 --> 00:19:33,959 - Yeah, they're assholes. - Yeah. 339 00:19:34,041 --> 00:19:35,625 Yeah, they are. 340 00:19:36,583 --> 00:19:39,166 So what'd they do, fire you? Did you quit? 341 00:19:39,959 --> 00:19:42,542 My replacement finally showed up, but thank you. 342 00:19:42,625 --> 00:19:43,959 Okay. 343 00:19:46,959 --> 00:19:48,959 Uh, where do you live? Maybe my buddy and I 344 00:19:49,041 --> 00:19:50,667 can give you a ride home. 345 00:19:50,750 --> 00:19:53,417 I'm not sure I'm an "A," so would I be able 346 00:19:53,500 --> 00:19:55,041 to go with you guys or? 347 00:19:55,125 --> 00:19:57,959 I'm sorry, I don't grade women like... 348 00:19:58,041 --> 00:20:00,333 - He's a... He's a weird guy. - Okay, okay. Yeah. 349 00:20:00,417 --> 00:20:02,834 I'm sorry. You would be an "A" though 350 00:20:02,917 --> 00:20:05,625 if I was grading, but I'm not grading. 351 00:20:05,709 --> 00:20:07,542 Okay, nice save. 352 00:20:07,625 --> 00:20:10,166 Hey, what's your name? 353 00:20:11,041 --> 00:20:13,500 My name? Uh, Dominick. 354 00:20:14,500 --> 00:20:17,917 Dominick. That's Italian, right? 355 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,667 Yeah. Uh, half. 356 00:20:21,417 --> 00:20:22,875 Waitress: What's the other half? 357 00:20:25,542 --> 00:20:27,333 A little of this, a little of that. 358 00:20:29,083 --> 00:20:31,750 Oh, uh, I'm Dessa, by the way. 359 00:20:31,834 --> 00:20:34,500 Oh, um, Dessa, I'm... 360 00:20:34,959 --> 00:20:36,750 Sorry I didn't ask you your name. 361 00:20:36,834 --> 00:20:39,166 Uh, really nice to meet you, Dessa. 362 00:20:39,834 --> 00:20:41,834 Right. Yeah. 363 00:20:44,667 --> 00:20:46,458 Hey, why don't you give it another whirl? 364 00:20:46,917 --> 00:20:49,041 - The, uh, the, the car. - Oh, right. 365 00:20:49,125 --> 00:20:50,500 Let's see. 366 00:20:50,834 --> 00:20:54,375 It's alive! Thank you. 367 00:20:54,458 --> 00:20:56,000 Dominick: You're welcome. 368 00:20:56,083 --> 00:20:57,750 Dessa: I like talking to you. 369 00:20:58,542 --> 00:21:00,041 Me, too. 370 00:21:02,875 --> 00:21:04,792 - We should do this again soon. - Yes, okay. 371 00:21:04,875 --> 00:21:07,417 Okay. Uh... 372 00:21:09,542 --> 00:21:11,041 Dessa: I'll see you around. 373 00:21:12,542 --> 00:21:14,500 - Dessa: Bye! - Dominick: Bye. 374 00:21:15,875 --> 00:21:17,125 Good night. 375 00:21:24,583 --> 00:21:26,667 Thomas: Did you meet a girl tonight? 376 00:21:28,250 --> 00:21:29,875 Dominick: What if I did? 377 00:21:30,875 --> 00:21:32,542 Thomas: Did you? 378 00:21:33,417 --> 00:21:35,041 Dominick: Yeah. 379 00:21:37,959 --> 00:21:40,291 Did you and she go to bed together? 380 00:21:40,375 --> 00:21:43,750 What the... 381 00:21:45,250 --> 00:21:46,770 why, are you gonna give me a big speech 382 00:21:46,834 --> 00:21:48,458 about premarital sex now? 383 00:21:49,458 --> 00:21:51,458 I'm just, I'm just curious. 384 00:21:54,125 --> 00:21:55,583 What are you curious about? 385 00:21:56,500 --> 00:21:58,083 About what it feels like. 386 00:22:02,542 --> 00:22:05,542 About what it feels like to-to be inside of a girl. 387 00:22:11,959 --> 00:22:14,083 Dominick: I don't know, it's like this... 388 00:22:16,625 --> 00:22:19,166 this like intimate connection you get to feel 389 00:22:19,250 --> 00:22:20,667 with another person. 390 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:22,500 Like... 391 00:22:22,583 --> 00:22:25,208 You're like attached to each other for a little bit. 392 00:22:25,291 --> 00:22:27,458 Like you're magnets. 393 00:22:28,125 --> 00:22:30,208 Your body and her body and... 394 00:22:30,291 --> 00:22:33,417 and then she gets excited and she gets wet inside and... 395 00:22:36,667 --> 00:22:38,059 It's like she wants you inside of her 396 00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:40,750 so she gets ready so once you're in... 397 00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:45,667 It's like... 398 00:22:52,625 --> 00:22:53,959 It's like what? 399 00:22:55,166 --> 00:22:57,542 It's like... Like nothing, Thomas. 400 00:22:57,625 --> 00:22:59,500 It's none of your fuckin' business. 401 00:23:00,125 --> 00:23:01,792 You want to know what it's like so bad, 402 00:23:01,875 --> 00:23:03,267 why don't you leave this fuckin' dorm room 403 00:23:03,291 --> 00:23:06,208 and go find a girl and fuck her brains out? 404 00:23:09,542 --> 00:23:11,875 Just shut the fuck up and go to sleep. 405 00:23:15,500 --> 00:23:18,667 It's just, I was worried, that's all. 406 00:23:19,959 --> 00:23:22,208 I just don't want anything bad to happen to you 407 00:23:22,291 --> 00:23:24,834 because I love you and I need you. 408 00:23:25,917 --> 00:23:27,709 Because you're my brother. 409 00:23:27,792 --> 00:23:29,000 Okay? 410 00:23:30,083 --> 00:23:31,166 Dominick: Yeah. 411 00:23:35,709 --> 00:23:37,750 Dominick: You know what really gets me about that 412 00:23:37,834 --> 00:23:40,166 conversation, the memory of it? 413 00:23:41,417 --> 00:23:43,917 It's how much he was still there. 414 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,542 Dr. Patel: Still there in what respect? 415 00:23:49,375 --> 00:23:51,291 Dominick: Well, I mean, like, he was still able 416 00:23:51,375 --> 00:23:53,166 to care about somebody. 417 00:23:53,959 --> 00:23:55,750 Beyond himself. 418 00:23:56,583 --> 00:24:00,208 He was, he was, he was, Thomas was still home, 419 00:24:00,291 --> 00:24:02,667 and I wasted that time with him. 420 00:24:02,750 --> 00:24:04,709 I, I, I squandered 421 00:24:05,542 --> 00:24:09,542 that, that last moment together. 422 00:24:12,208 --> 00:24:13,917 I remember my wedding. 423 00:24:18,333 --> 00:24:20,375 He was too sick to actually... 424 00:24:22,250 --> 00:24:24,959 to come, you know? But I got, I got, I got 425 00:24:25,041 --> 00:24:27,458 ready early and I got in the car with Leo 426 00:24:27,542 --> 00:24:29,250 and I had him take me over to the hospital. 427 00:24:29,333 --> 00:24:32,125 I ran up there in my tuxedo and I... 428 00:24:33,583 --> 00:24:35,208 I saw him there. 429 00:24:42,583 --> 00:24:44,750 I said to him, "Thomas, man... 430 00:24:53,500 --> 00:24:56,458 if things were different, you'd be my best man." 431 00:24:58,750 --> 00:25:00,583 - What was his reaction? - Nothin'. 432 00:25:00,667 --> 00:25:02,125 Nothin'. 433 00:25:04,083 --> 00:25:05,458 He was gone. 434 00:25:05,542 --> 00:25:07,000 He was... 435 00:25:07,083 --> 00:25:08,458 You know, he was, he was zoned out 436 00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:10,000 on whatever the fuck they had him on. 437 00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:13,458 Librium, I gue... I can't even remember anymore. It's just... 438 00:25:16,875 --> 00:25:19,208 And... 439 00:25:19,291 --> 00:25:22,291 I mean... 440 00:25:22,959 --> 00:25:25,625 The one time I actually did get a rise out of him 441 00:25:25,709 --> 00:25:27,750 was when Angela was born. 442 00:25:29,875 --> 00:25:32,709 And I went over there that afternoon 443 00:25:32,792 --> 00:25:34,959 and I busted out some cigars. 444 00:25:36,041 --> 00:25:37,458 And I sat with him. 445 00:25:38,291 --> 00:25:40,250 I told him he was an uncle. 446 00:25:41,542 --> 00:25:43,083 And he smiled. 447 00:25:44,166 --> 00:25:46,542 And he got it, man. He was... he got it. 448 00:25:57,041 --> 00:25:58,667 But he never met her. 449 00:26:01,417 --> 00:26:02,834 I mean, it was... 450 00:26:04,667 --> 00:26:05,750 fuck. 451 00:26:05,834 --> 00:26:08,083 It was, it was only three weeks. There was no time. 452 00:26:08,166 --> 00:26:11,333 We were, we were so busy, and... 453 00:26:13,625 --> 00:26:15,625 That morning, we were gonna take her, 454 00:26:15,709 --> 00:26:17,500 take her to see him. 455 00:26:19,542 --> 00:26:21,291 But she... 456 00:26:31,917 --> 00:26:33,542 He missed her. 457 00:26:40,375 --> 00:26:42,184 Leo: Hey, what's up, numb nuts? 458 00:26:42,208 --> 00:26:45,208 Uh, I booked us a court tomorrow at 9:00. 459 00:26:45,291 --> 00:26:48,166 So we gotta get you back to the world of the living. 460 00:26:48,250 --> 00:26:51,792 I'm gonna give you a good old-fashioned ass whooping. 461 00:26:51,875 --> 00:26:54,000 So 9:00. Don't puss out on me. 462 00:26:54,083 --> 00:26:56,417 Right. 463 00:26:56,500 --> 00:27:00,458 Ruth: Hello... this is Ruth Rood 464 00:27:00,542 --> 00:27:03,917 calling for... hello? 465 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,917 This is for Mr. Birdsey. 466 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:10,458 This is our fifth message in two days. 467 00:27:10,542 --> 00:27:14,417 Sorry, Morticia, I've had a few other things on my mind lately. 468 00:27:17,375 --> 00:27:20,542 Man: This is Dr. Batteson's office calling for Joy Hanks. 469 00:27:20,625 --> 00:27:23,041 Your test results are available. 470 00:27:23,125 --> 00:27:25,750 Please give us a call at your earliest convenience. 471 00:27:29,750 --> 00:27:32,667 Answering Machine: End of messages. 472 00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:51,542 Ah! 473 00:28:32,625 --> 00:28:34,375 - Go on. Serve. - Leo: What happened? 474 00:28:34,458 --> 00:28:36,625 Did your leotard go up your butt? 475 00:28:37,083 --> 00:28:38,583 I'd be killin' you, dude. 476 00:28:38,667 --> 00:28:41,083 I would be killin' you by more, but I got a lot on my mind. 477 00:28:41,166 --> 00:28:43,625 Dominick: Yeah, as if I don't have anything on my mind. 478 00:28:47,834 --> 00:28:49,434 - Lucky shot. - That's what I'm talkin' about. 479 00:28:49,458 --> 00:28:51,125 Right, lucky shot. 480 00:28:52,166 --> 00:28:53,959 Come on, man, get your head in the game. 481 00:28:54,041 --> 00:28:56,458 I'm trying. Oh, did I tell you about this audition? 482 00:28:57,250 --> 00:28:59,208 For this movie. 483 00:28:59,834 --> 00:29:01,458 - Nothing big budget. - Dominick: Shit. 484 00:29:06,083 --> 00:29:07,625 Hurry, hurry, hurry. 485 00:29:11,041 --> 00:29:12,583 Hey, what's up? 486 00:29:13,166 --> 00:29:15,750 I'm sorry I didn't come home last night. 487 00:29:18,375 --> 00:29:19,917 Or the night before. 488 00:29:21,375 --> 00:29:23,083 I was mad at you. 489 00:29:25,250 --> 00:29:26,583 Where you been? 490 00:29:27,333 --> 00:29:28,500 Thad's. 491 00:29:31,208 --> 00:29:32,709 Can I make it up to you? 492 00:29:33,917 --> 00:29:35,542 Let's stop fighting. 493 00:29:38,041 --> 00:29:39,542 Can I come back? 494 00:29:40,625 --> 00:29:42,166 Okay. 495 00:29:44,250 --> 00:29:46,625 - Just okay? - Okay, okay. 496 00:29:46,709 --> 00:29:48,542 Leo: Can we play? 497 00:29:49,792 --> 00:29:51,458 Can I get back to the game now? 498 00:29:51,542 --> 00:29:53,125 Leo: Let's play. 499 00:29:53,208 --> 00:29:55,226 There's somebody on the phone for you. That's why I came to get you. 500 00:29:55,250 --> 00:29:57,393 - What, why didn't you just...? - A lady from the hospital. 501 00:29:57,417 --> 00:29:59,834 - Which hospital? - The one with your brother. 502 00:29:59,917 --> 00:30:01,500 Why didn't you say something about it? 503 00:30:01,583 --> 00:30:03,959 I don't know. You're the one who gave them my work number. 504 00:30:04,041 --> 00:30:07,750 Leo: Where you going? Where are you going?! 505 00:30:10,375 --> 00:30:12,351 - Lisa: Thanks for comin' so quickly. - Dominick: Yeah. 506 00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:14,559 - Your clearance came through. You get to see him today. - It did? 507 00:30:14,583 --> 00:30:15,976 That's what I needed you here right away 508 00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:19,000 so that I could talk to you about some stuff goin' on 509 00:30:19,083 --> 00:30:21,959 - before we get in there, okay? - Okay, what's up? 510 00:30:22,041 --> 00:30:25,417 Okay, um, the state's closing Settle as early as March. 511 00:30:25,500 --> 00:30:27,375 They're not taking any new admissions. 512 00:30:27,458 --> 00:30:29,500 So that leaves us in a little bit of a fix. 513 00:30:29,583 --> 00:30:31,250 If he gets released, where's he gonna go? 514 00:30:31,333 --> 00:30:33,458 - He just comes with me. - With you? 515 00:30:33,542 --> 00:30:35,583 Yeah, I mean, what else am I gonna do? 516 00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:37,507 We're trying to get him out of here, aren't we? 517 00:30:37,542 --> 00:30:39,250 Yes, but I don't think you understand 518 00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:40,834 just how difficult it's gonna be. 519 00:30:40,917 --> 00:30:42,184 You're gonna have to monitor his meds. 520 00:30:42,208 --> 00:30:43,625 - Yeah. - Supervise his hygiene. 521 00:30:43,709 --> 00:30:45,542 - Yeah. - You're gonna have to baby-proof 522 00:30:45,625 --> 00:30:48,333 your house pretty much and lock up all the knives. 523 00:30:48,875 --> 00:30:50,601 - What the hell's that about? - I'm just sayin'. 524 00:30:50,625 --> 00:30:53,000 - That's the reality, Dominick. - Yeah, I know. 525 00:30:53,375 --> 00:30:55,166 So why are you making a joke of it? 526 00:30:55,250 --> 00:30:56,500 I'm not making a joke. 527 00:30:56,583 --> 00:30:58,083 You have a job. You have a life. 528 00:30:58,166 --> 00:31:00,166 I know that. There's, there is no choice. 529 00:31:00,250 --> 00:31:01,768 - He's not staying here. - I understand. 530 00:31:01,792 --> 00:31:03,959 And we said, do we wanna get him out of here or no? 531 00:31:04,041 --> 00:31:05,434 - We wanna get him out of here, Dominick. - All right. 532 00:31:05,458 --> 00:31:07,834 But I want you to realize what you're undertaking. 533 00:31:07,917 --> 00:31:09,667 He should be in a facility. 534 00:31:09,750 --> 00:31:11,834 And I'm gonna work my hardest to get him somewhere. 535 00:31:12,166 --> 00:31:14,709 But for right now, we don't know where that is, okay? 536 00:31:14,792 --> 00:31:16,959 So you know what I need from you today? 537 00:31:17,041 --> 00:31:19,208 I need you to think about what it would be like 538 00:31:19,291 --> 00:31:22,125 for you to be the sole caregiver of Thomas. 539 00:31:22,542 --> 00:31:25,583 24/7. And after you see him today, 540 00:31:25,667 --> 00:31:27,625 then you decide, okay? 541 00:31:30,667 --> 00:31:32,208 Here we are. 542 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:35,333 You sit right here, Dom. 543 00:31:42,166 --> 00:31:44,041 He should be here any minute. 544 00:31:44,834 --> 00:31:48,000 Again, focus on, on the meeting, all right? 545 00:31:48,083 --> 00:31:49,834 - Yeah. - Yeah. 546 00:31:50,917 --> 00:31:53,208 - Dominick: Oh, shoot. - Lisa: Here he comes. 547 00:32:13,917 --> 00:32:15,667 Hey, buddy. 548 00:32:16,500 --> 00:32:18,685 The patient needs to stay seated on this side of the table. 549 00:32:18,709 --> 00:32:20,583 Both of you need to stay over there. 550 00:32:20,667 --> 00:32:22,959 No handshakes, hugs, or physical contact of any kind. 551 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,542 Lisa: Thank you. 552 00:32:28,625 --> 00:32:30,250 Hey, buddy, how you doin'? 553 00:32:31,875 --> 00:32:33,166 Thomas: Lousy. 554 00:32:35,250 --> 00:32:37,041 Dominick: You're lousy? 555 00:32:37,834 --> 00:32:39,625 Why, why are you lousy, buddy? 556 00:32:39,709 --> 00:32:42,417 Ralph Drinkwater's the janitor here. 557 00:32:43,500 --> 00:32:45,375 Yeah, yeah, I've seen him. 558 00:32:46,709 --> 00:32:48,291 He looks just the same, doesn't he? 559 00:32:48,375 --> 00:32:50,917 Hasn't changed at all even after all these years. 560 00:32:52,583 --> 00:32:54,750 You look... You look good, too, man. 561 00:32:56,500 --> 00:32:59,125 Dominick: What? You do. 562 00:32:59,500 --> 00:33:02,208 - Seriously, considering... - Considering what? 563 00:33:03,250 --> 00:33:05,583 Dominick: I mean, all this, you know. 564 00:33:06,208 --> 00:33:08,125 Your hand, this place. 565 00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,875 I'm thinking of having myself declared a corporation. 566 00:33:15,500 --> 00:33:17,208 - Dominick: A what? - A corporation. 567 00:33:17,291 --> 00:33:20,208 I've been reading about it. It's to protect myself. 568 00:33:20,291 --> 00:33:23,041 If I, if I, if I make myself into a corporation, 569 00:33:23,125 --> 00:33:25,792 then I have safeguards in case someone tries to... 570 00:33:26,625 --> 00:33:27,917 tries to sue me. 571 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,375 Dominick: Why, why would anyone wanna sue you, buddy? 572 00:33:30,458 --> 00:33:31,875 Can I have a cigarette? 573 00:33:31,959 --> 00:33:33,291 Lisa: No, sorry. 574 00:33:34,125 --> 00:33:35,750 No, it's not allowed. 575 00:33:35,834 --> 00:33:38,083 Thomas: They don't let you walk the grounds here. 576 00:33:38,166 --> 00:33:39,417 Food's disgusting. 577 00:33:39,500 --> 00:33:42,500 Yesterday, they served rice and beans for lunch 578 00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:46,000 with wheat bread, and canned pineapple. 579 00:33:46,542 --> 00:33:49,041 I found a dead beetle in my rice and beans. 580 00:33:49,125 --> 00:33:50,917 Lisa: Did you tell someone, Thomas, 581 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:52,542 so they could get you another serving? 582 00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:54,583 I mean, if that happens again, what could you do 583 00:33:54,667 --> 00:33:57,709 to really make the situation better for yourself? 584 00:33:57,792 --> 00:33:59,291 Thomas: You remember... 585 00:33:59,375 --> 00:34:01,959 remember when we used to take walks? 586 00:34:02,250 --> 00:34:04,750 You, me, and Dessa by the Falls. 587 00:34:06,250 --> 00:34:07,709 You two always used to stop 588 00:34:07,792 --> 00:34:10,041 and read the gravestones, remember? 589 00:34:10,500 --> 00:34:12,875 Used to read Grandpa's gravestone. 590 00:34:17,458 --> 00:34:20,458 Why wasn't Grandma buried next to him? 591 00:34:22,208 --> 00:34:24,000 I, I don't know. 592 00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:28,375 Ma never, Ma never said anything about it. 593 00:34:31,166 --> 00:34:33,417 Remember when you used to, uh... 594 00:34:33,500 --> 00:34:36,875 take your shoes and socks off and wade into the water? 595 00:34:37,792 --> 00:34:41,000 Thomas: "And he showed me the river, the water of life, 596 00:34:41,083 --> 00:34:43,417 "clear as crystal, flowing forth 597 00:34:43,500 --> 00:34:45,792 from the throne of God and the Lamb." 598 00:34:49,208 --> 00:34:51,375 Thomas: Will you do me a favor, Dominick? 599 00:34:52,083 --> 00:34:54,709 Yeah, what? Sure, anything. 600 00:34:55,166 --> 00:34:57,667 Will you get a jar of water from the river 601 00:34:57,750 --> 00:34:59,333 and bring it back to me? 602 00:34:59,709 --> 00:35:01,333 What do you want that for? 603 00:35:01,875 --> 00:35:03,792 Thomas: Because I want to wash with it. 604 00:35:03,875 --> 00:35:05,959 I feel like if maybe if I washed with it, 605 00:35:06,041 --> 00:35:08,041 it'd help me heal my infection. 606 00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:11,417 I'm unclean. 607 00:35:12,250 --> 00:35:14,166 But it looks good, buddy. 608 00:35:14,959 --> 00:35:16,166 Thomas: What? 609 00:35:16,250 --> 00:35:19,375 You... your... your wrist. 610 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:23,208 - It looks like it's healing. - I mean my brain. 611 00:35:24,542 --> 00:35:26,875 I think if I wash with the river water, 612 00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:29,083 it'll help heal my brain. 613 00:35:30,834 --> 00:35:33,166 Officer: It's just against the rules. Nothing can come into 614 00:35:33,250 --> 00:35:34,643 the facility unless it gets approved. 615 00:35:34,667 --> 00:35:36,375 You cannot bring water into the facility. 616 00:35:36,458 --> 00:35:37,667 Hey, what's the big deal? 617 00:35:37,750 --> 00:35:39,333 I'll just bring him a jar of water. 618 00:35:39,417 --> 00:35:41,059 Officer: It's against the rules to bring anything in. 619 00:35:41,083 --> 00:35:42,935 - You can't bring anything in. - Dominick: Come on, what's, 620 00:35:42,959 --> 00:35:44,417 what's the big fuckin' deal? 621 00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:46,500 I don't, I don't make the rules, sir. 622 00:35:46,583 --> 00:35:49,667 Lisa: You know, I can work on that request, Dominick. 623 00:35:49,750 --> 00:35:53,333 I can, but right now, we really have to talk about the meeting. 624 00:35:53,917 --> 00:35:57,125 Right, you remember that? We have a meeting on Wednesday. 625 00:35:57,375 --> 00:35:58,542 Thomas? 626 00:35:58,625 --> 00:36:00,166 We have a meeting, we talked about. 627 00:36:00,250 --> 00:36:01,643 There's gonna be a hearing on Wednesday. 628 00:36:01,667 --> 00:36:02,750 - Yes. - Do you remember? 629 00:36:02,834 --> 00:36:04,667 To decide if I get outta here or not! 630 00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:05,959 Yes. 631 00:36:06,041 --> 00:36:08,041 And I'm gonna be there, Dr. Patel's gonna be there, 632 00:36:08,083 --> 00:36:11,041 Dominick's gonna be there, and you're gonna be there, too, Thomas. 633 00:36:11,125 --> 00:36:12,875 You already told me that. I know. 634 00:36:12,959 --> 00:36:14,542 Lisa: Okay, great. So what we wanna do 635 00:36:14,625 --> 00:36:16,709 is just make sure that when we're in there, 636 00:36:16,792 --> 00:36:18,000 we know what we're gonna say. 637 00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:20,166 And remember we talked about the question 638 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:21,434 they're probably gonna ask you? 639 00:36:21,458 --> 00:36:22,768 Do you remember what that was about? 640 00:36:22,792 --> 00:36:24,750 - About my hand. - That's right. 641 00:36:25,208 --> 00:36:27,834 And what are you gonna say when they ask you about your hand? 642 00:36:29,333 --> 00:36:31,250 How... how's Ray? 643 00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:35,208 We really have to focus. Come on now, Thomas. 644 00:36:35,625 --> 00:36:37,184 What are you gonna say when they ask you 645 00:36:37,208 --> 00:36:38,375 why you removed your hand? 646 00:36:38,458 --> 00:36:40,333 Thomas, answer her question. 647 00:36:41,291 --> 00:36:43,792 Hey, look, man, you wanna get out of here, don't you? 648 00:36:44,375 --> 00:36:46,125 Then you gotta answer her question. 649 00:36:46,208 --> 00:36:49,041 Thomas: "In the midst of the river, on both sides of the stream, 650 00:36:49,125 --> 00:36:51,375 "is a tree of life bearing 12 fruits 651 00:36:51,458 --> 00:36:54,834 yielding its fruit, each according to the month." 652 00:36:54,917 --> 00:36:57,309 - Answer her qu... - "Its leaves for the healing of the nation. 653 00:36:57,333 --> 00:37:00,583 - Answer her question, man. - I am answering the question. 654 00:37:00,667 --> 00:37:02,625 I was following biblical dictate. 655 00:37:02,709 --> 00:37:05,125 I cut off my hand to heal the nations. 656 00:37:05,208 --> 00:37:08,583 Listen, Thomas, she and I have been working real hard 657 00:37:08,667 --> 00:37:10,166 to get you out of here, 658 00:37:10,625 --> 00:37:12,375 because we know you're miserable here. 659 00:37:13,041 --> 00:37:17,000 But if you start spouting that Bible nonsense in that hearing 660 00:37:17,083 --> 00:37:19,041 instead of answering their questions directly 661 00:37:19,125 --> 00:37:21,083 you're gonna be stuck here at Hatch, 662 00:37:21,166 --> 00:37:22,750 eating beetles in your dinner 663 00:37:22,834 --> 00:37:24,518 - or whatever you wanna call it. - Lisa: Dominick, that's enough. 664 00:37:24,542 --> 00:37:27,000 Hold on, I think, I think we should give it to him straight. 665 00:37:28,583 --> 00:37:31,000 Hey, man. Thomas, you listening to me? 666 00:37:31,083 --> 00:37:33,458 You gotta lay off the Bible bullshit 667 00:37:33,542 --> 00:37:36,542 when you're talking to these review board honchos. 668 00:37:36,625 --> 00:37:40,375 And if they ask you if you regret what you did in that library, 669 00:37:40,458 --> 00:37:41,709 you tell them yes. 670 00:37:42,083 --> 00:37:45,125 - And then... and then if they ask anything... - Where's Dessa, anyway? 671 00:37:45,625 --> 00:37:48,041 Where is she? What happened to her? 672 00:37:48,834 --> 00:37:50,542 Don't, no, don't get into that, man. 673 00:37:50,625 --> 00:37:52,750 You know what happened to Dessa. We're divorced. 674 00:37:52,834 --> 00:37:54,417 Listen, if they go on... 675 00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:57,460 - Thomas: They had a baby daughter and she died. - If they say something... 676 00:38:01,125 --> 00:38:02,542 She's my niece. 677 00:38:03,542 --> 00:38:05,583 And Dessa let me hold her. 678 00:38:05,667 --> 00:38:07,834 Dominick: Stop it. Stop that. 679 00:38:07,917 --> 00:38:09,417 We have to talk about this hearing. 680 00:38:09,500 --> 00:38:11,959 She's gonna tell you what to say and what not to say 681 00:38:12,041 --> 00:38:14,625 so you can get out of here, you understand? 682 00:38:15,375 --> 00:38:18,667 - Thomas: Dessa's my friend. - God damn it, listen to me. 683 00:38:18,750 --> 00:38:22,208 She's my friend whether she's married to Dominick or not. 684 00:38:22,750 --> 00:38:25,583 Lisa: Yeah. You're still her friend. 685 00:38:27,375 --> 00:38:30,250 Thomas, what are you gonna say when they ask you about your hand? 686 00:38:30,333 --> 00:38:33,166 - Thomas: I'm gonna tell 'em the truth. - Lisa: Okay, good. 687 00:38:33,250 --> 00:38:35,083 And what's the truth, Thomas? 688 00:38:35,583 --> 00:38:39,000 That I sacrificed my hand to prevent Armageddon. 689 00:38:39,500 --> 00:38:42,125 And it would, it would have worked, 690 00:38:42,208 --> 00:38:45,166 but they sequestered me here to silence me. 691 00:38:45,250 --> 00:38:47,000 They'd be at the peace table right now 692 00:38:47,083 --> 00:38:49,083 if war wasn't so profitable. 693 00:38:51,250 --> 00:38:54,000 They're torturing me here. 694 00:38:54,792 --> 00:38:57,417 Dominick: Calm fucking down. 695 00:38:57,500 --> 00:39:00,000 You're gonna freak out in here, don't do it. 696 00:39:00,083 --> 00:39:01,709 We gotta get you out of here. 697 00:39:01,792 --> 00:39:04,792 - You have a hearing. - They put snakes in my bed. 698 00:39:05,458 --> 00:39:07,667 - Dominick: Calm fucking down. - They... 699 00:39:07,917 --> 00:39:10,250 They put razor blades in my coffee. 700 00:39:10,333 --> 00:39:12,458 Oh my... Calm down. 701 00:39:12,542 --> 00:39:16,750 - Thomas, calm down. - They put their elbows in my throat. 702 00:39:19,500 --> 00:39:21,458 I'm unclean, Dominick. 703 00:39:23,250 --> 00:39:26,041 They have keys, they rape me. 704 00:39:26,125 --> 00:39:27,917 - They rape me... - Dominick: Okay. 705 00:39:28,625 --> 00:39:32,875 They... they come into my cell and they rape me. 706 00:39:32,959 --> 00:39:35,250 - They rape me. - Come here. 707 00:39:35,333 --> 00:39:37,458 - I'm unclean. - Thomas. 708 00:39:37,542 --> 00:39:41,333 She's good. Her and Dr. Gandhi are nice to me. 709 00:39:41,417 --> 00:39:43,518 Officer: You need to be five feet from the patient, sir. 710 00:39:43,542 --> 00:39:45,417 No physical contact with the patient, sir. 711 00:39:45,500 --> 00:39:47,417 - Lisa: I'll take responsibility, Pete. - Sir. 712 00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:49,959 Lisa: Just give 'em a minute. Just give 'em a minute, please. 713 00:39:50,041 --> 00:39:52,875 Lisa: Okay? One minute. 714 00:40:05,667 --> 00:40:07,583 I'm gonna get you out of here. 715 00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:11,709 I'm gonna get you out of here. I swear, I'm gonna get you out of here. 716 00:41:29,542 --> 00:41:31,875 Thomas: Please don't be mad at me, Dominick. 717 00:41:33,166 --> 00:41:35,917 Dominick, please don't be mad at me. 718 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:39,000 I'm sorry, please don't be mad. 719 00:41:39,083 --> 00:41:41,917 You better fuckin' explain to me what happened. 720 00:41:43,291 --> 00:41:45,750 I finally... I wrote my English paper, 721 00:41:45,834 --> 00:41:47,500 and then, I went to go type it, 722 00:41:47,583 --> 00:41:50,250 and I couldn't find the key to the typewriter. 723 00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:51,500 Jesus Christ. 724 00:41:51,583 --> 00:41:55,333 Thomas: I waited, and I waited for you. 725 00:41:56,041 --> 00:41:58,375 I never know where you are anymore. 726 00:41:58,667 --> 00:42:01,041 Fuckin', I don't even have a roommate. 727 00:42:01,125 --> 00:42:03,625 Hey, don't fucking blame this on me. 728 00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:08,000 Thomas: And then, I, I started to think that, that you, 729 00:42:08,083 --> 00:42:10,917 you wanted me to fail because you want me to flunk out 730 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:12,959 because you, you, you... 731 00:42:15,417 --> 00:42:18,375 you don't want me here anymore because you wanna be alone. 732 00:42:18,709 --> 00:42:21,458 - I do not. - Because you want your own life 733 00:42:21,709 --> 00:42:24,166 because you don't want to be with me anymore. 734 00:42:24,250 --> 00:42:25,709 Thomas, you're gonna flunk out. 735 00:42:25,792 --> 00:42:27,667 You're gonna break Ma's heart. 736 00:42:29,166 --> 00:42:30,917 Thomas, if you flunk out, you could end up 737 00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:34,166 in fuckin' Vietnam, get your head blown off. 738 00:42:35,333 --> 00:42:37,500 Dominick, can you please... 739 00:42:37,583 --> 00:42:40,333 can you please type my paper for me? 740 00:42:43,041 --> 00:42:45,083 I'll-I'll buy you a new typewriter case. 741 00:42:45,166 --> 00:42:48,875 I-I just have to get my paper in by 7:00 a.m. 742 00:42:50,750 --> 00:42:53,000 Dominick: Why would I type your paper for you? 743 00:42:53,083 --> 00:42:54,583 Because of my hands. 744 00:42:58,000 --> 00:42:59,625 They won't stop shaking. 745 00:43:04,291 --> 00:43:06,709 But my-my teacher, she won't give me an inch. 746 00:43:06,792 --> 00:43:11,208 If I get this paper in at 7:01, she probably won't accept it. 747 00:43:11,750 --> 00:43:13,875 She's out to get me, I think. 748 00:43:13,959 --> 00:43:15,750 Hey, can you calm down, man? 749 00:43:17,291 --> 00:43:18,709 Dominick: Calm down! 750 00:43:21,208 --> 00:43:23,166 Hey. Calm down. 751 00:43:30,083 --> 00:43:33,083 Dominick: I could have whaled into him for what he'd done. 752 00:43:33,166 --> 00:43:34,667 Please calm down. 753 00:43:34,750 --> 00:43:38,041 For what he'd failed to do all year long. 754 00:43:40,875 --> 00:43:42,542 But as angry as I was... 755 00:43:42,625 --> 00:43:46,542 I felt scared, too. 756 00:43:48,375 --> 00:43:51,417 I got him calmed down, yeah. 757 00:43:51,500 --> 00:43:54,250 I'd type the stupid paper, I told him. 758 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:58,250 It was an essay about the theme 759 00:43:58,333 --> 00:44:00,917 of alienation in modern literature. 760 00:44:02,208 --> 00:44:06,000 A patchwork of Cliff Notes and bullshit 761 00:44:06,083 --> 00:44:10,625 that contained no specifics and made no sense. 762 00:44:10,709 --> 00:44:15,417 Its rambling sentences went off in a dozen different directions 763 00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,875 and never came back. 764 00:44:17,959 --> 00:44:21,208 The handwriting was unrecognizable. 765 00:44:21,291 --> 00:44:25,375 That paper scared me more even than his behavior. 766 00:44:27,458 --> 00:44:29,000 But I typed what he'd written, 767 00:44:29,083 --> 00:44:30,834 fixing up things here and there. 768 00:44:30,917 --> 00:44:33,625 And hoping against hope that his teacher 769 00:44:33,709 --> 00:44:36,792 would find something coherent in what he'd put together. 770 00:44:41,125 --> 00:44:42,458 Professor: Hello. 771 00:44:48,959 --> 00:44:51,625 I hope this taught you a lesson in personal management. 772 00:44:53,041 --> 00:44:55,125 It has. It def-definitely has. 773 00:45:01,750 --> 00:45:03,291 Get some sleep, Thomas. 774 00:45:07,500 --> 00:45:08,959 Thank you, ma'am. 775 00:45:25,500 --> 00:45:27,542 - Joy: Hi. - Dominick: How you doin'? 776 00:45:27,625 --> 00:45:29,250 Okay, how are you? 777 00:45:29,333 --> 00:45:30,458 Hey. 778 00:45:31,834 --> 00:45:34,041 Oh, I made you dinner. 779 00:45:35,166 --> 00:45:37,041 - Here. - I didn't know you were gonna be home. 780 00:45:37,417 --> 00:45:39,875 - Wow. - It's chicken. 781 00:45:40,917 --> 00:45:42,208 But, um... 782 00:45:42,291 --> 00:45:44,267 It's a little... it's been sitting out for a while, 783 00:45:44,291 --> 00:45:46,375 so sit down, and then... 784 00:45:48,166 --> 00:45:51,333 This might not be the best chicken 785 00:45:51,667 --> 00:45:54,125 you've ever had in your life, 786 00:45:54,208 --> 00:45:56,208 but I've-I've never made this before. 787 00:45:56,291 --> 00:45:58,583 Chicken... pi... pic... piccata. 788 00:46:02,500 --> 00:46:04,166 Italian, you know? 789 00:46:05,875 --> 00:46:07,417 - Dominick: Italian. - Yep. 790 00:46:07,500 --> 00:46:10,792 Made for you. It's Italian chicken. 791 00:46:10,875 --> 00:46:13,875 I don't think the chicken is Italian itself. 792 00:46:25,500 --> 00:46:26,500 It's pretty good, huh? 793 00:46:31,875 --> 00:46:33,166 What's wrong? 794 00:46:35,125 --> 00:46:37,875 I, um, saw my brother earlier. 795 00:46:42,333 --> 00:46:44,917 You did? How was he? 796 00:46:45,750 --> 00:46:49,208 "How was he?" He's, uh, same as he always is. 797 00:46:51,625 --> 00:46:53,291 He's crazy, sick. 798 00:46:59,709 --> 00:47:00,869 I can tell you don't like it. 799 00:47:00,917 --> 00:47:04,291 - What? - I can tell you don't like it. 800 00:47:04,542 --> 00:47:06,083 What are you talking about? 801 00:47:06,667 --> 00:47:09,709 - The chicken. - It's not about the goddamn chicken. 802 00:47:09,959 --> 00:47:11,333 Joy. 803 00:47:11,417 --> 00:47:13,625 Uh, it's about my brother's hearing coming up, 804 00:47:13,709 --> 00:47:16,041 and I'm trying to fuckin' prepare for it, all right? 805 00:47:16,125 --> 00:47:18,583 So, I... Shit. 806 00:47:18,667 --> 00:47:21,834 Is drinking beer part of your preparation? 807 00:47:21,917 --> 00:47:25,458 Listen, I know that you couldn't give a flying fuck 808 00:47:25,875 --> 00:47:28,583 if he stays down in that place and rots. 809 00:47:28,667 --> 00:47:32,375 All right, I get that. I actually accept it. 810 00:47:32,458 --> 00:47:34,500 But I got an obligation, all right? 811 00:47:34,583 --> 00:47:36,333 - To my brother. - No, please sit down. 812 00:47:36,417 --> 00:47:38,166 - Yeah. - Can you just please sit down? 813 00:47:38,834 --> 00:47:41,458 Please sit down, Dominick. Because I have, 814 00:47:41,542 --> 00:47:44,291 I-I just want to have a conversation, 815 00:47:44,375 --> 00:47:45,959 and the last thing I wanted was for us 816 00:47:46,041 --> 00:47:47,583 to get into a fight tonight. 817 00:47:51,125 --> 00:47:53,667 I wasn't gonna say anything until I was sure. 818 00:47:53,750 --> 00:47:55,166 And... 819 00:47:55,250 --> 00:47:57,667 um, now I am sure. 820 00:48:00,667 --> 00:48:02,333 I'm pregnant. 821 00:48:23,625 --> 00:48:25,458 We made a baby, Dominick. 822 00:48:28,792 --> 00:48:30,333 You and me. 823 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:34,083 Yeah. 824 00:48:36,750 --> 00:48:39,083 Well, say, come on, say something. 825 00:48:39,166 --> 00:48:40,500 This is... 826 00:48:43,959 --> 00:48:45,917 It's taken you by surprise? 827 00:48:47,208 --> 00:48:49,417 Yeah, me too. 828 00:48:50,917 --> 00:48:53,166 You're sure that I'm the father? 829 00:48:54,291 --> 00:48:55,583 What? 830 00:49:00,125 --> 00:49:01,375 What? 831 00:49:04,208 --> 00:49:05,875 Of course you're the father. 832 00:49:07,208 --> 00:49:10,667 Who else... 833 00:49:14,792 --> 00:49:16,542 What kind of question is that? 834 00:49:16,625 --> 00:49:18,875 - I just... - Huh? 835 00:49:25,083 --> 00:49:26,709 Dominick. 836 00:49:27,917 --> 00:49:30,917 What's going on? In your mind, what's... 837 00:50:19,709 --> 00:50:21,750 Hey, hey! 838 00:50:22,417 --> 00:50:24,375 Fuck! 839 00:50:24,458 --> 00:50:26,333 Ah, fuck. 840 00:50:26,417 --> 00:50:28,792 - Hey! - Man: Oh, shit. Go, go, go! 841 00:50:29,834 --> 00:50:32,125 - Hey! - Man: Fuck you, dude! 842 00:50:33,375 --> 00:50:34,834 Let me catch you! 843 00:50:34,917 --> 00:50:36,375 Let me get my hands on you! 844 00:50:36,458 --> 00:50:38,959 Freeze! 845 00:50:49,500 --> 00:50:50,667 Come here! 846 00:50:54,125 --> 00:50:56,500 Man: We wiped our ass with that toilet paper, bitch! 847 00:51:23,208 --> 00:51:24,542 What are you doing? 848 00:51:25,834 --> 00:51:27,500 What happened? 849 00:51:31,417 --> 00:51:32,750 Where are you going? 850 00:51:34,792 --> 00:51:36,208 Dominick? 851 00:51:37,208 --> 00:51:39,250 Can you just talk to me for a sec? 852 00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:14,583 Shh, Sadie! 853 00:54:16,542 --> 00:54:18,250 Shit. 854 00:54:24,458 --> 00:54:26,041 Dessa: Hello? 855 00:54:59,000 --> 00:55:00,583 Dominick: What do you got there? 856 00:55:01,500 --> 00:55:03,291 You got pictures already. 857 00:55:04,750 --> 00:55:07,709 - For these. - Let's see. 858 00:55:08,417 --> 00:55:10,041 So excited. 859 00:55:10,583 --> 00:55:12,083 I didn't tape any of it. 860 00:55:12,417 --> 00:55:13,834 What's this? 861 00:55:13,917 --> 00:55:15,917 I started out in Athens. 862 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:17,750 Wow. 863 00:55:17,834 --> 00:55:19,500 That's Athens? 864 00:55:19,583 --> 00:55:20,834 Dessa: Isn't that amazing? 865 00:55:20,917 --> 00:55:22,101 Dominick: What is that? Another boat? 866 00:55:22,125 --> 00:55:23,625 Dessa: That's Santorini. 867 00:55:31,458 --> 00:55:32,750 Hey. 868 00:55:33,542 --> 00:55:34,875 Dessa: Hi. 869 00:55:35,417 --> 00:55:37,083 I missed you. 870 00:55:41,750 --> 00:55:43,458 Dominick: I missed you so much. 871 00:56:13,333 --> 00:56:15,000 Dessa: Hey. 872 00:56:16,083 --> 00:56:18,375 Have you been able to remember her without 873 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:21,333 feeling like you were gonna get punched in the stomach. 874 00:56:25,834 --> 00:56:27,458 I'm not there yet. 875 00:57:01,667 --> 00:57:03,875 Oh, yeah. 876 00:57:13,166 --> 00:57:15,250 Oh, fuck. 877 00:57:17,291 --> 00:57:19,709 - Dominick: Okay. - Dessa: Okay. 878 00:57:26,125 --> 00:57:27,417 I'm sorry. 879 00:57:27,875 --> 00:57:30,125 - Dessa: Did you? - Dominick: Yeah. 880 00:57:30,208 --> 00:57:31,583 I'm sorry. 881 00:57:31,875 --> 00:57:34,041 It's been a long time, I guess. 882 00:57:35,250 --> 00:57:37,208 I'm so scared. 883 00:57:38,041 --> 00:57:39,250 Dominick: Why? 884 00:57:45,583 --> 00:57:47,208 No, it's okay, baby. 885 00:57:48,375 --> 00:57:50,458 You don't have to worry about it. 886 00:57:51,250 --> 00:57:53,083 You're not gonna get pregnant. 887 00:57:53,166 --> 00:57:54,625 I took care of it. 888 00:57:54,709 --> 00:57:57,542 - What are you talking about? - I took care of it all. 889 00:57:59,959 --> 00:58:02,250 Can't get... You won't get pregnant. 890 00:58:03,375 --> 00:58:05,083 What are you talking about? 891 00:58:09,333 --> 00:58:10,959 I got snipped. 892 00:58:15,709 --> 00:58:17,375 It's gonna be okay. 893 00:58:19,959 --> 00:58:21,625 What are you talking about? 894 00:58:22,625 --> 00:58:24,250 I got a vasectomy. 895 00:58:26,417 --> 00:58:28,125 It's good. 896 00:58:31,709 --> 00:58:35,250 I wanted another baby, you... asshole! 897 00:58:37,917 --> 00:58:41,667 That's why I went across the ocean to decide! 898 00:58:41,750 --> 00:58:43,250 - You piece of shit. - Dessa. 899 00:58:48,834 --> 00:58:49,917 Dessa! 900 00:58:52,166 --> 00:58:54,333 Oh, Jesus! 901 01:00:47,083 --> 01:00:49,003 That summer, I promised myself 902 01:00:49,083 --> 01:00:52,875 he was gonna make it or break it from now on, without my help. 903 01:00:58,917 --> 01:01:00,677 He's talking crazy. 904 01:01:01,250 --> 01:01:03,417 If you can come home that'd be so good. 905 01:01:04,709 --> 01:01:07,250 Thomas, I did this for the both of us. 906 01:01:08,041 --> 01:01:09,250 You are a traitor! 907 01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,184 The board would like to know 908 01:01:12,208 --> 01:01:13,417 in the patient's own words, 909 01:01:13,959 --> 01:01:15,125 why he cut off his hand. 910 01:01:15,834 --> 01:01:18,041 You have to stop trying to be this big savior 911 01:01:18,125 --> 01:01:19,291 all the time. 912 01:01:21,041 --> 01:01:22,959 We're too close, you and me. 913 01:01:23,458 --> 01:01:24,458 You are me. 914 01:01:24,709 --> 01:01:25,792 I'm not you, Thomas. 915 01:01:29,458 --> 01:01:30,500 You're me.